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Empathy We all have things we'll never say,Empathy by ~benmrules
Lost in; locked in the waking thoughts
Of a thousand dreaming nights
Hopes, and fears; undisclosed confessions of desire,
To fall not on deaf ears, but no ears.
For they never venture forth
From the world of the unused. "what ifs" and "maybes"
And if the reason is as lost on you
As it remains on me,
Then perhaps I have found empathy at last
For those who've lost the things I never thought I'd gained.
Perhaps I have found empathy at last,
For what empathy is worth to me now.


Laura's Song I sit beside an open windowLaura's Song by ~benmrules
Looking out of town
What do my eyes through sunlight see
On yonder hill crown
She sits on clouded meadows
Fields of gold that can't compare
A solitary figure for whom
I cannot help but care
The image it is shaking, this is
Of what I am scared
That I look at her through cracked glass
Of broken windows now.
She sits beside a canvas wall
Marked with finger tips in blue
And through her dark green eyes
Pour the memories of two
For the window to her soul sits open
If only for a while
Sweet music brings tears to her eyes
As her spirit sways in time
To the open air she bares herself
Without a care for


Buy One More Day Buy One More Day/Because the Walls are so God Damn ThinBuy One More Day by ~benmrules
please follow the link in artist's comments to listen to the song
Open the Blinds
Don't close the shutters
On your eyes
And see the darkness
Set alight
And see the black turn
Into white
Sit down and play to
Candle light
Don't let the bow break
From the storm outside
Don't let the bow break under
Weight of night
Step off the platform
Step down and show them
All your fear
And let them see your
Humble side
Let them see that
You're alright
And they can trust you'll
Get them by
If the end should come today
You won't look the other way
I know you'll stand to face t


9 11 I Learned Something Today You know, I think I've learned something today.9 11 I Learned Something Today by ~benmrules
Sometimes, terrible things happen that affect so many people, so deeply, that the world can and should never be allowed to forget what happened. These things have to be remembered, so everyone knows what it feels like, and so we all know that it's something should never be allowed to happen again.
But sometimes in our grief and remorse, we act rashly, and do things that, in hindsight, we might regret.
It's right that people grieve, and everyone has their own way of dealing with it, but sometimes we get so caught up in the spectacle of public mourning, that we're in danger of losing sight of